I feeling so upset now..
Something that I have always try to avoid.
In the end, it came.
I'm so so affected by this.
I don't know how to move on.
I'm stuck. I feel so helpless.
I don't like the feeling of rejection.
I had enough of it since young.
Sometime I wonder why i can't have a normal life like those people around me.
But...
I know God has been faithful and nice to me in many many ways.
I may feel detached from Him sometimes. But somehow I know He will bring HOPE to my life.
Dear God,
Please bring me out of this situation.
Let me not be defeated by my own fear.
Sometimes I thought that there nobody gonna help me to...
But i choose to believe that You will always be there for me.
I know I will rise up and overcome this situation.
I pray for favor of man to be upon me.
Let me bring joy to people lives.
I want to contribute or influence the lives of people.
Use me Lord. Use me to do greater things for Your Kingdom.
Amen
"For God has not given us a spirit of fear,But of POWER and of LOVE and of a SOUND MIND."